Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Do you know how it feels like when at times u need someone there for u but yet u can't seem to find anyone?
Or that you try your best to lend a helping hand to others but yet only to feel that u have been taken for granted and that its as if u owe them a favour. Not only did u not get thanked for the effort but yet... sighx nvm..
Nowdays i see a few changes to some people and it actually surprised me as it's so completely not what i expected. Guess that's part of life..
I wish i could be selfish not to care about how others feel so maybe I would not be so upset. I wish i could be like last time.. Only care about myself and as long as i am happy, its enough.
But i no longer bear to do that anymore... Caused Kenny used to tell me i have to spare a thought for others first and not only care just for myself. I guess i never used to heed his advice till my world turned upside down.
And because of this, I will try my best to do what I was told to.. If that's what you wan, I will try.. even tho it hurts me a lot..
I just wish to be happy.. really happy.. and i am waiting for the day the time comes when I will get what i really wished and prayed for everyday. You know what it is..
Yours Truly, Emma 9:16 AM
