Monday, February 28, 2005
what do i love abt him?
ans: everything.
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frankly speaking, my love life is not the only thing tt is tearing my heart into pieces.. I have other things troubling me too but it just seems that kenny is most impt in my life. I try not to rant about other things and concentrate on my boy coz i am really serious about him. He often tell me to go find my true love.. yes i found it.. he is my true love.. but it's just that i am not his..
I have to handle my emotions and yet i have other things slap right in my face that i have to handle.. At times i cry but i know the other hurtful things cannot hurt me more den knowing he does not love me anymore.
i know i should not show him how hurt i am.. there's nothing he can do anyway.. i also cannot force him to love me.. i really wish i can do something to salvage our relationship..
Today i just got to talk to a guy friend.. His only 22, same as me.. and his already telling me his not young anymore and needs to find a partner soon! how much longer can he wait to search for the right one? haha when i saw tt coming from him i laughed.. not all guys think tt way i guess...
Yours Truly, Emma 9:23 PM
