Sunday, February 27, 2005
I have a friend.. I feel kinda sad for her in fact..
She's worried abt being pregnant.. but she told me that she did not regret what she did. Not even a bit.. I guess she really love tt guy.. too much in fact.. But things are not as good for her as that guy dun even love her.. dun even wanna be with her.. I asked her why is she so silly, i think she can't give me a good reason but just had a smile on her face to say altho she is worried, she is happy..
She did not cry or kick a big fuss.. in fact she din't wanna tell me or anyone till i force her to.. she dun think anyone can understand or feel how she is feeling.. not even me.. as she is afraid she will get scolded or misunderstood..
She knows that she has to go thru this alone as she nv expect tt guy to be there for her.. he dun even love her anymore or wanna be with her.. Even if the guy would wanna take responsible, she also dun think she can say she wanna be with him.. How is she going to tell her parents? that she is pregnant and wanna get married.. and the reason they get married is not coz they love each other but coz of the baby.. coz the parents know the guy dun love her anymore. And also how would the guys parents think.. they might think she is just using the baby to make the guy stay..
In fact she dun even intend to tell the guy if she is pregnant or not.. she said she can handle this herself.. i really hope so..
Yours Truly, Emma 6:23 AM
