Today is the worse day of my life. Everything sucks man.. Today is the first day I am being posted to the main office. Everything is like a mess. I dunno where i am suppose to go to or where to take my things. Whole morning i spend running around searching for this and that. I am already very tired by lunch time. I hate that place. Always have to be careful if anyone is watching me or that i did something wrong. Blardy hell, i don't deserve this ok. I did well in my branch. Why come here to suffer? I am the type that hates to suck up to others, esp the superiors. But i see many people doing that. Ewww imagine my whole day surrounding with hypocrites. Luckily there is Celine's friend Sim Hoon. A pretty nice lady who is some what like me. Out spoken and all. I spend my whole day sulking. Its shitty lo. I ask this person she refer me to another person. I ask the other one she refer me to someone else again. WTH! Nevermind i shall learn to do my own stuff.
I was so moody i din't have any mood to talk to anyone. Not even some people that i know. I stayed back till around 6.30pm. Sighx my day ended badly. As this is the first time I am posted there. Frankly speaking i do not really know who are the Senior executives (SE) and all. I may recognise their faces but i do not know who they are. My SE is a guy let's name him A. I don't really know what to call him so i just said "Hello! can u help me on this?" And to my horror, He said, "Why u call me hello? I got no name is it? U dunno my name meh?" I was like knn. At least i din call him "EH!" ok. Seriously even if he is the SE ard but SO? must he say that? I was quite taken aback by what he said. Seriously hurt my feelings. Maybe he is joking and i can't tell but it did affect me a lot. My whole day was spoiled with that sentence. I hope if he see this, he don't take it to heart by what i have said but that was really what i felt at that time.
After i finish everything, i called Kenny and ask him why he nv call me. Kenny is funny. Everytime i ask him soemthing serious, he will choose not to reply me thinking that without an answer he can get away without telling me. Right... Therefore i ask him a few times why. He reply me "Why must i call u?" win liao lo.. I so upset my whole face red and i ran to the toilet to cry. I just need my dear to be there for me to listen to me Very upset that i cannot help myself but cry. I tot if others treat me like that nm. Kenny dun can already. Somemore i was like so upset the whole day lo. We managed to talk thing thru afterwards and everything was ok already. As if my day cannot get worse. I was playing CS with my friends. A match to be exact. Half way thru, Whole of Bishan got blackout. NB! I was so pissed. Called empy to tell him i can't play and i found out that his area also blackout. Haha.. ooh well. To sum it all, my day sux! Hope it will be better tomorrow.
Yours Truly, Emma 12:08 PM
