I hate people taking me for granted. I don't know why but I treat all of my friends nicely. In fact I treat them the best. I am always looking out for them, caring for them and also do what ever I can for them. It's so sad to know they take me for granted. I know they know that I am like this attitude and all to the whole damn world but they know I dun treat them like that. I do not wish to name names but even so I feel they won't even know that they are in the wrong. It's sad to say but heck why do I even give a damn. Others often ask me why I dun give a damn especially to people I don't know. It is because I don't see why there is a need to. It's usually a waste of time. They don't know you so why would they even appreciate. I bet the next time they see you, they don't even remember who the fuck you are.
So, should I give a damn to people I know too? I am wondering and considering. It is not only 1 person but it's more than 2! i think.. is it? Fine! I admit I will still continue to care for some, e.g. dear and yanyan and Sharon and Siti. Ok also to empy also but den again he is one of those mentioned. HAHAHA but still he deserve me to poke him in the eye with a french fry. Sighx.. dunno what the hell is wrong with him. Got some problems with his health still can make a joke about it with me. Telling me how all his love is locked up in his heart. Yayayayaya.. Give him one punch see he wanna love not. Wake him up a little.
People, who I care, hurt me one too a many time and one of them is just an online friend that I have. He free then reply me. Got girlfriend troubles then tell me. Then happy that time just heck care me. Fuck right this type of people. Then again why the fuck do I give a shit when seriously he do not mean a thing to me at all. I did not even see this guy before. Silly me. Getting all emotional and all.
Conclusion: It hurts so much that I am getting numb to all these shit already.
P/S*: By the way, i have added a new thingy called the ShoutBox or Chatterbox so you guys can chat there with me. I am so smart. A few moments i was talking to Yan asking her to ask her friend to help me but I can't wait! I want it now! and there you have it! My own ChatterBox all done myself! Yippie! Also the comment thingy below is so damn laggy, either i have a solution in a few days from that damn website or i will remove it entirely. Wat a waste of time.
Yours Truly, Emma 10:22 AM
